My Body Still Thinks I Have a Job

Hand reaching for a phone out of habit after the job has ended

Retiring the idea of retirement The reflex outlasts the reason for it. A few days ago, I retired. The pension paperwork is filed. My government job is over. The employment contract, the paycheque, and the schedule that belonged to someone else all ended at once. My body still thinks I have a job. A couple of times a day, I catch myself reaching for my phone to see if there’s something I need to handle. There isn’t. Nobody is waiting for an answer. I don’t even have a work phone anymore….

Forced Freedom: How The Murder Of Your Old Identity Could Be The Best Thing To Ever Happen To You

Broken white mask on the road as a figure walks into sunset

Forced Freedom: How The Murder Of Your Old Identity Could Be The Best Thing To Ever Happen To You Sometimes it takes getting pushed to finally take the leap. Easter is a story of death and resurrection, which are two sides of the same coin; you can’t have one without the other. Whether you connect with this idea religiously, spiritually, or simply as a metaphor, it’s hard to deny the power of the theme. Something must end for something new to begin. Birth requires death. That’s as true in…